I reflect as I just got ready for bed and just got my two grandsons to sleep well truth be told my husband Matt got the older one ready for bed and I handle my 12 week old grandson. One can see this as a negative circumstance because we were almost empty nesters & a 3 months ago my younger daughter made some bad choices leaving me to make the decision to have our grandsons temporary until my daughter gets the help she needs.
I decided to get organized since I had not had young children for almost 18 years now so I had to prepare and read up on how to handle a 22 month old and a new born. So I talked to my husband Matt and he told me that he will be supportive as long as this only helps my daughter and not a permanent situation. Well I agreed but in my heart I can never let my grand children in the system because this is my flesh and blood and we all make sacrifices. Besides I am still 44 and young enough to handle my business and two kids because I did it with 4 kids and ran a business I can do it with 2 kids LOL.
Life can throw you curve balls but it is how you direct that curve ball to lead you to the right direction in life. You see I never saw this coming even if I am Intuitive one can not read for themselves or their close friends and family. My daughter is being lead to the darkness of her own addiction with her baby father. To me this was a big shocker not that she was a saint but this addiction never in a million years I think that she would do drugs let alone meth. It is an epidemic and we have to make changes and help all kids,adult etc.. Now recently I joined support groups and educating myself to this disease that kills so many and ruin lives of the loved ones as well. So I pray and help other’s with this epidemic. I not embarrassed to write about this because it happens to the richest or poorest people on earth it doesn’t discriminate. The stories I have about how my child the little girl I see through my eyes has lied to me and how I fell for her lies to help her spent hundreds of dollars to make sure she be ok and for her to not get help in the end kills me.
You see I thought I was maybe one of many going through this but no there are many all over our country going through this and I am not alone. If you need or know of someone that is in a similar situation please tell them there is support groups on Facebook to join and the support on there is amazing. I will put links below and books to read to help you on this journey that was not expected. Remember we all are not alone and please reach out for support. I never thought I needed it but in fact I sure did and love that I have other’s to speak to and help as well. This is nothing funny it is sad and heartbreaking but with GOD loving energy and faith we can come together and help these people that are in so much pain and are losing the battle. Let’s all come together and make a change in this grand epidemic.
Below are resources to help you if you are in this horrible epidemic
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Sending you all love and blessings,